hah….
So. There’s this asshole named Kyle. He broke up with Julia, who is an all-around AMAZING person. He doesn’t even realize how much better than him she is.
He doesn’t deserve her. One day, she’s gonna find someone who’s worthy of her awesomeness, and he’s gonna see her and him together, and he’s gonna be like WTF. WHY DID I BREAK UP WITH HER? OH WAIT, I WAS AN IDIOTIC FOOL.
And she’s gonna be like yeah. I’m over you. I found someone better. Who isn’t a dickhead.
Yeah. That’s the truth.
Julia is a beautiful person inside and out.
She deserves so much better than you.
Good riddance.
I won’t break a promise.
No matter how many times you break my heart.
I’m here.
Right here waiting.
Always.
But I’m gonna be strong.
There was so much I wanted to do with you.
Not with anyone else. But with you.
Like, share my novel.
I wanted to read it to you.
I wanted to visit your favorite spot.
But now, you’ll be taking someone else to that spot.
And I’ll hate my birthday.
I’ll hate the 21st of every month.
And I’ll hate the 14th of every month.
And I’ll hate the 30th of every month.
And this will go on for a while.
I’ll cry for a while.
I don’t know how long, but for a long time.
Because I loved you.
More than anyone.
And I never lied when I said it.
(via alonewithjulia)
I started writing this novel before you, and the boy in it was based on my dream guy.
And he reminds me of no one but you, now.
(via alonewithjulia)
“Vermillion, Pt. 2”
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I’d do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to do when she makes me sane.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won’t, no!
I don’t wanna be this…
But I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
She isn’t real
I can’t make her real
She isn’t real
I can’t make her real
I think you should get on AIM and IM my phone. Cause I can’t last til 10:30.
Guess what? We made it. I’m amazed that I haven’t scared you off, yet. Not that I’m complaining. I don’t really want you to leave. I’m sure I have so much to say to you, but right now I’m not in the creative mood. I miss you, and your phone is currently not available, so I’m pretty down. But still, I love you. So much. And guess what? I love you more. And guess what else? You can’t fight back. I win.
Love,
Julia.
Yeah, track 8 on the first CD I gave you. :]
Me Without You - Ashely Tisdale (Shut up, I know you don’t like her, but the lyrics are amazing.)
It’s just you and me
And there’s no one around
Feel like I’m hanging by a thread
It’s a long way down
I’ve been trying to breathe
But I’m fighting for air
I’m at an all time low
With no place to go
But you’re always there
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I’m a mess
When I’m my own worst enemy
You make me feel beautiful
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can’t imagine
How I’d make it through
there’s no me without you
No me without you, no no
You hear what I say
When I don’t say a word
You are my rising sun,you’re the place I run
You know how it hurts
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I’m a mess
When I’m my own worst enemy
You make me feel beautiful
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can’t imagine
How I’d make it through
there’s no me without you
No me without you
There’s no me without you
No me without you
And when you say
‘Baby, it’s gonna get better’
I believe you
And I wish that
somehow I could see me
The way you do
With my imperfections
You think I’m perfect
When it’s not easy
You make it worth it
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I’m a mess
When I’m my own worst enemy
You make me feel beautiful
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can’t imagine
How I’d make it through
there’s no me without you
No me without you, no no
No me without you
No me without you, no no
